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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

10:51 PM

My goodness i just found out today that im addicted to coffee. yupp downed two grandes in just a matter of minutes and still craved for MORE. yupp i mean you guys should seriously try starbucks rhumba it's the bomb. have always loved it and is still loving it. it's the best thing to be ever created in the history of man-kind. yupp k i shall just down more of it tomorrow. goodness im so gonna be broke soon as i just noticed that practically all my money are going to coffees man. right k i must compromise. hmmm anyone out there willing to sponser my never-ending coffee habits please feel free to just leave a message on my tag-board. yupp that shall do a coffee sponser how SWEET!!






Right i'm feeling so dazed right now. o gosh i think im falling sick. rahhx too much sun. i'm burnt again. went to bathe and my skin kinda burned when water touched it. o gawk i so much put that aloe vera sun gel thing again. right i so hate it when skin burns it's just so wrong i mean people tan to look good and does the saying that for everything there's a price to pay really proves to be true. i mean who says that the price for looking good is pain and money. come to think of it. people these days should really stop going for all those beauty stuff as in my opinion beauty comes from within. yupp it's purely all about confidence once you have confidence your inner beauty will just naturally radidate from inside. furthermore, the plus point is that it is free. yupp see everyone in this world is just beautiful in their own special way. they just have got to find that inner beauty in themselves.







Ayy just learnt that cheney's grandmother just passed away. how sad. owells cheney everyone is bound to pass on someday. yupp just accept it and carry on with life ya. well you'll get to see her in heaven too if she's a christain so yupp no worries ya just treat it was a temporary separation. my condolences to you man. o ya do remember to tell cordy bout it k. i'm sure she would want to know bout it. and do come to cell soon. cell has indeed became much quieter without you. well both in a good way and a bad way.







hmmmmm am thinking of changing my blogskin to something to do with the fashion runway. yupp think that would be awesome indeed yupp the glitz and glamour of the particular show. all the couture and the ching ching!! yupp how lovely. all i need now is just the right picture and all. but damn i cant find anything so far. man that so sucks laah. my skin's starting to bore me damn i so should not have used the same one for the cell's blog. o gosh this is giving me a headache. now i feel so not unique laah. right i so must change the skin SOON!! right but it's too late to do so now. hmmmm maybe tomorrow.







right school's starting in less than 12 hours now that is so depression of the first degree someone please turn back time and make it the first day of chinese new year again please. i'll give you $5 if you can do so. please please please. right ok i bet that is all just wishful thinking for me. but seriously if someone can do so that would really change the fate of man-kind. o gosh this dazeness is so getting to me.






owells that's all folks
rhumba come to momma!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


6:16 PM

how fast it's the third day of chinese new year. man how time flies in a day's time it'll be goodbye holidays and back to school time. oh gawk i so do not want tomorrow to come as it's just so physically and mentally tiring. i mean all the homework and stuff plus the nagging and all. seriously school's tough man. totally not for the faint hearted. furthermore it's o level year this year so im sure that it'll be back to the non stop firing of homework homework homework once school reopens tomorrow. rahhx im so dreading it can someone please get us all out of school. that would be really really REALLY nice indeed. finally a break from all those insane hassle and bussle.






Today has been a really slack off day spent practically almost the whole day online, watching tv and doing all sorts of nonsense. no more visiting!! yay visiting is tiring the only motivation to keep me going is actually the lovely reddies. i mean without that for motivation i will seriously just throw in the towel. well cant help it i know i'm just pure lazy. yupp call me a slug for all i care i know it myself. woots. hurray im not living in self-denial. but yupp the shows on tv was NOT too bad. but i still think yesterday was better especially police acadamy. damn that was classic totally laugh out loud funny!!! imagine if the entire police force was like that damn i wouldnt mind joining the police force too myself. i think it'll be utter funny. yupp just laughter all the way!!








had tennis with my dad just now. yupp was rather fun but tiring. played for like 3 hours non stop so yupp. i think i've gotten darker again. rahhx am so starting to hate my tan rahhx it's no longer even!!! and i have ugly tan lines now. rahhx who's willing to go tanning with me!!??!! b div's on tomorrow too so yupp dammit my tan is so gonna become worse. hate those tan lines man they make me look seriously odd. i have a triangle on my neck laah. thanks to that stupid v neck collar. owells





gotta go now fella
tuition is half and i've yet to bathe. WOOTS
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, January 29, 2006

6:24 PM

today's the first day of chinese new year. what great happiness all the yummified food the lovely reddies but one thing's for sure the cookies are the killer man. all those fattening stuff but o heck it happens only once a year so yupp guess we should all enjoy it while it lasts. yupp and spend the rest of the year in the gym shedding those kilos and hoping that no more calories will continue to pile up. yupp watch those weight-gainers baby. their mighty dangerous for those weight concious. so i say BEWARE. you heard me eat in moderation man. rahhx. that includes self too.






wheee zackary has lost weight o my how cute. but yupp his waist size is still bigger than my dad's but owells go zack you can do it. continue with those rugby and tennis training they do you good man. and trust me they are certainly not called torture time as i do such training too. yupp be a man do the right thing.







o my i found out the wierdest thing today i have a cousin who is like 60 years old la please. so rubbishness man especially when he arrived at my gramps place and he was like hi cousin and he asked his kids who were like OLDER than me. i repeat OLDER then me to call me hi aunty jessica. i mean errs its like what the hell aunty jessica i'm not that old please. and come on his kids were like aged between 16-20ish. like puh-lease. they were like in shock too laah i mean would anyone in the right mind ever call someone who is like MUCH younger than you aunty i mean like seriously but HELL NO. i would never do such. his kids must be like crazy to do so laaah.








my gawk and he was like giving me this bloody theory on that actually our mother tongue is teochew and that the g******ment is actually trying to confuse us that actually chinese is our mother tongue and blah then he went on by telling me that i'm bad cause i do not know how to speak a word of teochew. i mean huh and come to think of it it was my 60 year old cousin who was telling me that. i mean seriously i SO badly wanted to just slap him on the face to make him shut up it was so irritating. i so wonder how anyone in the world can actually take his crap. i'll die if i just listen to him for half an hour.








was talking to josiah just now bout our this really cool idea on how we can become rich and famous but in the wrong way this chinese new year. yupp and that is if we visit everyone in church and all the richies in singapore this chinese new year and totally wipe them clean of ALL their money. yupp we will so make history and everyone will respect us for finally giving hope to the young and penniless. haha owells but that was our form of entertainment for like so long laah. haha.






owells gotta blast
Reddies come to mummy!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

1:30 AM

Today marked the beginning of the tennis b division yupp first match was kc vs sac.yupp and the best part is that we WON. yupp 3-2 yupp close but i think it's fabulous la. haha not playing though. yupp screwed up during practice so yupp aiyah what to do.





thus did nothing but cheering the team on. yupp. SWEET. it ended up seeming like a screaming competition between the schools haha. but o my we seemed like the noisest school somehow. owells kc spirit la. so too bad you cant blame us!!





Im tired la. so yupp am just gonna stop right here.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, January 20, 2006

5:02 PM

O my exercise AGAIN. Damn i totally think the school should take scrap it off out timetable as i mean seriously it is just simple an utter waste of time. i mean that particular half hour could be spent on doing much more productive things. yupp indeed. was totally rubbish la furthermore the cd died so we were doing it without the music. no offence to those leading it today. good effort from you guys though.





Chinese seemed so slack. lao shi brought to book for me. hah how sweet. THANK YOU! the test was like super dumb la. it might as well not been called a test as ALL the answers were in the book. all you gotta have is just simply the skill to find it. which we DID. thank God as if not for it i most probably would get like all wrong. But i mean hey cant blame me the paper was really hard.




Woots thank goodness am no longer in add math class. they had a test today and from the looks of it the paper seemed to be really mind boggling indeed. yupp can tell from the looks on their faces man. If it was i taking the paper i have this strong feeling that i would have just collasped and died.




Anyway tp's open house has started.
yayness my dream school man.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

7:23 PM

Oooo
I so love wednesdays man. It's the bestest best day of the entire school week - why? hahax that's because the time-table is just so freakingly SLACK!! Woots the only thing which i truly need - more slacking time.



Dont believe me well let's see ya first there is math well it used to be really sucky until i dropped add math and that was when math became quite a breeze. Next up's pe yupp another great time to just kick back and slack as it is not THAT physically demanding




den there's physics which is a fab time to stone in the ava theatrette as THERE IS AIR-CONDITIONING!! hahax. yupp furthermore she does not quite care much on whether you are actually listening or stoning. though she's like ALWAYS picking on me which is just so unfair laah.




Then there's RECESS the best time of the day. pity it only lasts for half and hour. but owells at least it's better than nothing somehow. imagine school without any recess. damn not THAT'S sad.




Ok so yupp up next is english. A lovely time spent with her IF she's in a good mood. yupp all those lameness and hahaha moments with many times to stone and do utter nonsense in class. luvin it.




AND last but not least there is literature. ok so yupp EVERYONE loves lit especially if you have such a FAB teacher like her. i wonder why in the world do some people actually dread having lit. i mean seriously lit is like one of the MOST fun subjects which you can ever take in school.





So yupp and that is my theory on why wednesdays rock
MAHAHA
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


5:49 PM

Woots.





yet another day of pure slacking. all the girls who dropped add math were sent out of class to do extra math questions. well they are good for revision man. so yupp we had like only 1 hour of math i think instead of the 2 which we were SUPPOSED to have. yupp she took over our pe time slot as our pe teacher was in camp. HAAH. sad. but overall it was not too bad somehow as we were doing locus!! yupp my favourite math topic as it is just so so so SO fun!! yupp a total no-brainer some how.





Went to buy the SUPPOSED books for math during recess but ended up buying chemistry and physics too. i wonder why i bought them actually. somehow i just fell that i buy books as they just give me this sense of sercurity that hey man i have the books so no fret. i'll pass if i do them. but dammit i dont seem to be doin them. so ok my new year's resolution is to complete all the assessment books that i buy. HOPEFULLY that is.






Gammar was super cute in class today. she was talking to us about this complimentary thing which woodlands library was going to host then she out of no reason picked up rina's used tissue packing. o my super funny la next she started freaking out and all. what a candid moment. woots!






Mom came to pick me up from school today. and she DIDNT tell me until i was like walking out of the school gate laah. what a wonderful timing just when i was planning to go to siglap for food and to do some stuff. owells she's on mc so yupp cant blame her besides it rained so thank god for her or i will SO get wet man. but damn because of that i have to cancel my trip to the movies today. rubbish i still wanna watch in her shoes, memoirs of a geisha, cheaper by the dozen 2, i not stupid 2 and blah. anyone willing to treat me? I'm all up for it.





Hurrah! america's next top models on later tonight. can hardly wait.!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, January 16, 2006

1:28 AM

Back to school again
super rubbish
had ting xie and i got 80/100 haha
not too bad somehow



math test was not say that bad
passable HOPEFULLY.
damn well i have nothing much to say bout today
and moving on to yesterday...





SUNDAY
My GAWK
Jon ong shaved botak
hahax
how cute like or so he says it's sexy...
But it looked not too bad la
somehow...




had cockles
yupp
it was kinda grossed la
the blood kept oozing out onto lee's hand but the most classic one was the one that ong was about to eat had shit in it.
super gross la
his hand smelt of shit too please.
imagine if he ate that.
hmmmmmm....




too lazt to write
the cell blog looks nice - thanks to ME!!


CORDY MY SHIRT PLEASE!!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, January 13, 2006

12:16 AM

o my today's friday the 13th
how cool how cool
and boy seriously was it kinda bad lucked as SHE wont mark my english homework
Rahhx-
and like what's the reason cause i bloody handed it up late
like what the hell gissy said today was the last day but she was like no last day was 2 days ago
FREAKS laah
then what bout all those who handed it in today.
bloody unfair laah....






Had mass today
woots got to miss exercise, some math and chinese
yayness no ting xie
blahhx-
prefects installation or how ever you spell it was fun
they looked so freaking cute laah






o my so super paiseh during mass today
during the one family song debbie was like let's stand let's stand
so yupp we stood up and we were like the ONLY people who stood up
talk about center of attraction man
MAHAHA...




chem test was ok
hope i can pass
damn i dun wanna drop chem or combine my sciences la
that will be DAMN depressing




hurrah i managed to change the size of my jacket
THANK GOD
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

2:44 PM

Happy Hari Raya one and all!
Yes finally no school
super shagged out man





Just had math tuition.
how nice i managed to understand what miss caroline said today.
happiness hmmm well this was like one of the many rare incidents HAAH
so yupp am starting to get the hang of cumulative frequency.
FANTASTIC gonna have a test on friday the 13th on it.
blast why in the world do the teachers really want to make that faithful day so freaking inauspicious, it only helps in making us hate that day even more BLEAH





Gotta go study my chemistry man
test on friday too
rahhx but the difference is that if we fail that test we would have to combine chem with physics which i cannot do so as if not i will have like what 6 subjects. hahax. how suay la.
so totally gotta pass it and pass it well





gonna have a friendly with saint pats tomorrow
how freaking
hope i will be at my peak man
otherwise i think i will completely screw up which would totally suck
hmmm think coach will use the score to do the lineup
rahhx i seriously hope i will be playing for school this year.
he said that two players will not play this year.
damn that is like bloody sad la






dammit my parents are so irritating me
will someone just shoot them and make that shut up
i'll pay you $5 to do that.
MAHAHA
totally giving me a bloody headache.






Shite i still have yet to do my literature homework
gotta go start soon
heard that franz ferdinard are coming to singapore
anyone wanna go watch it with me
haha






just found out that im going to be the cell outing planner together with jon ong
rahhx and like what are we going to plan please
hmmm let's plan a rock climbing or tennis outing
set la!!






Ayy school's on again tomorrow
how sad.....
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, January 09, 2006

4:49 PM

wheeee
have not exactly blogged for like a LONG while owells
no time la!!!




school's a breeze so far not too bad and for once i'm not procrasinating so that's not too bad la. Heeh ;)) am sitting with my dear rina this year. mahaha i so hope i will not irritate her anytime soon though from the looks of it. It is very likely indeed.




Everyone's pretty much the same this year. yupp sweet sixteen for all!! WOOTS cant wait. I think all's gonna be a blast just minus the o levels factor and everything would just be PURRFECT!! yupp!!





Gosh i really think last year's conviction in action has really changed me. HAAH as somehow i feel that i've became slightly better than before. yupp even my church people says so. yay i'm convicted. hahax. what guainess i'm even like sitting right in front of the class this year. how different man. k i know that is like SO not jessica man. but owells change IS indeed good. yupp agreed!!






I think i need a reality check though as somehow i'm not in the same o my gawd it's o levels mood like some of the other friends all the stressed up or just simply hyped up-ness hmmm is it them or is it just me. but why the hell am i not that stressed up like them. rahhx. will somebody just pinch me now and tell me that o levels is not real. URGHH






anyway. I dropped my a math today, yupp something which i have wanted to do for quite a while. man FINALLY a load off my back.haha more free time for myself to study my math. wheeee.





goodness i hate to rain
will someone please tell it to stop!!!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;